Simplify!
Olympic Peninsula, WA
Aline Lesage © 2005
Simplicity, simplicity, simplicity! We are happy in proportion to the things we can do without.
Henry David Thoreau
The poet's wise exhortation eluded me for a long time until circumstances showed me the way to, clearly, a healthier lifestyle. When I adopted (or began adopting) Thoreau's soul saving principle a few years ago however, I didn’t realize (duh) this was not a ‘one time deal’, that in fact I was setting in motion a process that would require my constant, undivided, and ruthless attention.
Thus it's with no small measure of aggravation that, whatever brand of minimalist I claim to have become, my ‘old ways’ and the relentless pressure of the capitalist machine constantly threaten to creep back in, overtake my pocketbook and, more sadly, myself. My effort, I now see, is surprisingly complex and boasts countless ramifications. It’s like deciding to go to war: one must plan for incredible resources (albeit of another kind) and formidable energy.
I’m happy to report that on the living-with-less front, I can now go for awhile quite without concern. I’m better able to limit my sinful strays and go to sleep at night, mostly satisfied I’m not depleting more than my reasonable share of the precious planet’s and of my own resources, those very ones with wise pondering Presidents pasted over them.
Yet one of my utterly disturbing, though perhaps inevitable incidents did occur recently. While purchasing my chosen item (indispensable, of course) in a shop, I proceeded to pull out an unofficially self-outlawed credit card, only to realize the piece of plastic in my wallet was not the precise one I wished to use that day! For there is another one of course, conveniently stashed away at home and accessible for precisely those ‘unexpected needs’ — read slips. As you may or may not see, my multiple plastic items are the issue at stake here.
This latest experience is only too benign but oh, how it speaks! Such contradiction on the way to my simplified and blissful life! But then should I really be so harsh on myself? Can one expect to so easily undo what fifty years of materialistic addiction so successfully achieved? I must find consolation in the fact these episodes are merely reminders that in order to honour Thoreau’s admonition, I must consistently tend to my simple garden, never assuming its perfect, simple quality will bloom from wishful thinking alone.
My ambitions of Simplicity require dedication, courage, and a bottomless dose of heartless disdain for the world of consumerism I’m proclaiming to be anathema. Choosing to live with less is hard, very hard. Ask anyone who has ever attempted to lose weight.
But this stubborn Irish is not about to give up. Live my war on plastic!